Diary:
He kissed me. I did not expect it. We worked together at the TV station. I knew we had some attraction towards each other. His lingering eyes always watching me. His mouth always smiling, so sure of himself. So sure he had an effect on me. He is from Peru, tanned skin, shaggy black hair...great smile. He is 25 years old and his name is Ulyses. He is studiying film and is the producer for the station's commercials. We were always looking for a way to work together, since we had great chemistry.
He even wanted me for one the comercials. Geez, the point is that yesterday we went to the Ricky Martin concert in Virginia, since the editor gave us free tickets. It really surprises me the things we do for free S*it.
Ulyses and I went with his friend Paco, but before that, we took a detour towards a Lounge cafe. It was unexpected, and nice. Please.... i know what you might be thinking...besides "Who the hell am i writting to?" i can explain, but i wont for now.
Ulyses and I did some video clips with my camera, while we drove. His weird and artsy music played in the background. I love his music. All the evidence is in my camera. I never expected it. He held my hand and while we were in his car he would say how he has loved spending these past two weeks with me. He said that he liked the fact that i was real and open to him and that he will miss our conversations. And too put some cherry here on top he leaned over with his sultry almost love drunk eyes and said "I love your eyes". Without even blinking i realized that he was kissing me.
The question you are probably thinking is "Did i kiss him back?".....well the answer is i dont know. Pretty lame, i know. But why should i lie? I think i might have but for a split second since i quickly removed myself from his insistent embrace. Im fine.... i dont feel i have cheated on Jared. He and i have been having problems....there i go again...super lame. I do love my boyfriend (dont we all?) but i need to step back. Soon i will return to P.R. He kissed me......
Why did i let him. Just, why?
-ArwenLynn
He kissed me. I did not expect it. We worked together at the TV station. I knew we had some attraction towards each other. His lingering eyes always watching me. His mouth always smiling, so sure of himself. So sure he had an effect on me. He is from Peru, tanned skin, shaggy black hair...great smile. He is 25 years old and his name is Ulyses. He is studiying film and is the producer for the station's commercials. We were always looking for a way to work together, since we had great chemistry.
He even wanted me for one the comercials. Geez, the point is that yesterday we went to the Ricky Martin concert in Virginia, since the editor gave us free tickets. It really surprises me the things we do for free S*it.
Ulyses and I went with his friend Paco, but before that, we took a detour towards a Lounge cafe. It was unexpected, and nice. Please.... i know what you might be thinking...besides "Who the hell am i writting to?" i can explain, but i wont for now.
Ulyses and I did some video clips with my camera, while we drove. His weird and artsy music played in the background. I love his music. All the evidence is in my camera. I never expected it. He held my hand and while we were in his car he would say how he has loved spending these past two weeks with me. He said that he liked the fact that i was real and open to him and that he will miss our conversations. And too put some cherry here on top he leaned over with his sultry almost love drunk eyes and said "I love your eyes". Without even blinking i realized that he was kissing me.
The question you are probably thinking is "Did i kiss him back?".....well the answer is i dont know. Pretty lame, i know. But why should i lie? I think i might have but for a split second since i quickly removed myself from his insistent embrace. Im fine.... i dont feel i have cheated on Jared. He and i have been having problems....there i go again...super lame. I do love my boyfriend (dont we all?) but i need to step back. Soon i will return to P.R. He kissed me......
Why did i let him. Just, why?
-ArwenLynn
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